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Whispers Of Autumn - Alone In December |
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hey guys new fucking journal add me if you want....its whisperofautumn...dont like it...kiss my ass ^.^
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| deep thinking |
[10 Aug 2004|03:59am] |
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Strapping Young Lad - Oh My Fucking God |
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ive been thinking...if someone that i really hated handed me a gun with 1 bullet...would i waste it on him or me? i think i would shoot myself....hell he wont piss mee off anymore and everyone will be happy :) yeah well my life is just hunkeydorey....i give up...last entry ever...serious this time....lifes not exciting enough for this bullshit anymore....for all you who i love you know who you are.....and those who i hate...cya in hell fucking shits....bye bye
p.s. i dunno tabby....i just migh thave to break a promise....oh and if anyone needs me...try calling me...not using aim anymore....its the work of the devil :)
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| last post |
[28 May 2004|02:48pm] |
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Slipknot - Before I Forget |
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last post on this because i dont fuckign care anymore...i really dont
I hate you :)
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| sigh |
[26 May 2004|03:41am] |
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Slipknot - Vermillion |
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what a fucking week...i ended up playing russian rulette and i didnt die...oh joy....well...for the past 3 days my father and i got into violent conflicts that ended up in me flipping out and him backhanding me...i basically have no walls anymore...interesting....i just sneezed an had a nose bleed....im turning into an insomniac...poo....since subliminal verses is already in stores i guess its almost time to change my layout....ill change it saturday....im moving in august....i dont want to but my father is prolly sending me to der deutschland (germany for those who dont know german) im running out of ideas....im so lame....and jimmy...no i was not ignoring you....i was gone....ive been too lazy and upset to put up an away message lately....this is the most peaceful hour to me....before the rest of the family awakens....no hassles....no worries...i can just do waht i want to right now
I love you with all my heart Tabby <3<3<3
-Dez
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| Thank God! |
[23 May 2004|08:14pm] |
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Dry Kill Logic - Goodnight |
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Thank God Im Dead....no more hassles...no more worries...ill see you all in the clouds
The End Of The Sad Life Of Brian Desmond Gaughan
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| blah |
[23 May 2004|07:28pm] |
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Shadows Fall - Lead Me Home |
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i cant find a reason for living...goodnight
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| bored |
[22 May 2004|08:31pm] |
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Within Temptaion - Ice Queen |
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well im bored as fuck...my concert went grweat last night...people were suprised i could play the guitar and drum...what the hell...but ha...yeah we were talking to some guy who broke his nose in the pit...it was interesting...greg was covered in goat blood....cuz hes weird.....well im bored...i hope my tabby is having fun...
I love you so much Tabby <3<3<3
-Dez
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| BITCH |
[17 May 2004|03:33pm] |
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Atreyu - Deanne the Arsonist |
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I HATE YOU YOU STUPID LYING WHORE...GOTO HELL YOU BITCH...BITCH BITCH BITCH!!!....I NEVER WANT TO HEAR FROM YOUR BITCH ASS AGAIN
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| bday |
[11 May 2004|06:45pm] |
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Atreyu - Lipgloss And Black |
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2day is my bday oh joy...i didnt get waht i really wanted....take a guess at waht i wanted and win a prize!
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| goodbye |
[09 May 2004|09:09pm] |
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DKL - goodnight |
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im sorry everyone
i love you tabby
i love you tyler
i cant go on anymore
i just give up
see you in the next life
-Dez
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| concert tonight |
[04 May 2004|05:00pm] |
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my hummin |
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"Dark Illusions"/"The Loss Of Love" show
7:00 at "The Pit"
5 Dollars at the door
The Loss Of Love plays First
Dark Illusions plays Second
Songs DI will be playing:
Cold
Attention
Rise Of The Dead
Vunerable
The Bad Touch "Dead Goat mix" cover of Bloodhound gang
Lost
Suicide
Kill Me Later
Th13teen angels
Lip Gloss And Black "RFV mix" cover of atreyu
DI is:
Angel - Vox/piano
Stitches - Lead Guiter
Razor - guitar (in Russia)
xer0 - guitar (in North Carolina)
Karocine - fill for Razor (from CSC)
Cyanide - fill for xer0 (from CSC)
Static - Bass
Deadlock - Drums
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| fuck it....seriously...fuck it... |
[03 May 2004|09:12pm] |
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Kill Hannah - Unwanted |
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i hate everybody
i hurt everybody
i cant stand it anymore
i dont want to be here anymore
i am sick of life
i hate this shit
i want to die
everybody hates me
everybody hurts me
everyone cant stand me anymore
everybody doesnt want me to be here anymore
everybody is sick of my life
everybody hates my shit
everybody wants me to die
im sorry im not perfect
im sorry for not being good enough
im sorry for all the pain i have caused
im sorry i could not make you happy
im sorry that i wasted your time
im sorry for imperfecting you
im sorry for being alive
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[19 Apr 2004|10:04pm] |
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Dimmu Borgir - Burn In Hell |
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you people piss me off.....leave me the fuck alone...i mean it....
I love you with all my heart Tabby <3
-Dez
P.S. FUCK YOU
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[18 Apr 2004|08:35am] |
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Slipknot - Everything Ends |
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"I want everyone who reads this
to ask me 3 questions
no more no less
Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to copy and paste
this in your journal
allowing your friends to ask you anything"
I love you with all my heart Tabby
-Dez
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| new layout |
[10 Apr 2004|10:20am] |
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Story Of The Year - Until The Day I Die |
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new layout....i hope you like it...it shows the sensitive side of me i guess...tell me what you think
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| friends only junk |
[02 Apr 2004|09:23am] |
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51 Peg - UV |
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well since im getting sick and tired of being riticuled for everything i fucking do im makign this a friends only shit...sigh...but i dont have friends :-\
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| misery |
[30 Mar 2004|04:24pm] |
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51 Peg - Happy Family |
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someone please end my fucking misery
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| nightmare |
[30 Mar 2004|03:58am] |
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Dry Kill Logic - Nightmare |
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same fuckign nightmare just a fucking diff situation.
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| sleep sucks |
[29 Mar 2004|04:10am] |
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51 Peg - UV |
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another bad dream of that same fucking person fucking up my whole life....sigh
I love you so much Tabby <3<3<3
-Dez
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| wonder |
[28 Mar 2004|05:25pm] |
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Mudvayne - Nothign To Gein |
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sometimes i wonder what it would feel like to die...and i wonder what people would feel like if i died...
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| 100th post! |
[28 Mar 2004|10:16am] |
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Staind - For You |
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wooo 100th post! DAMMIT EVERYONE STOP FREAKING ME OUT well yeah thats all :)
I love you x100 Tabby <3<3<3 :)
-Dez
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[28 Mar 2004|08:04am] |
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The Kovenant - Spaceman |
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dammit song has been stuck in my head all night... here it is its the kovenant's cover of spaceman....
Pungent smells they consummate my home
Beyond the black horizon
Trying to take control
See my girl she shivers in her bones
The sun and zenith rising
Trying to take us all
There's a fire between us
So where is your God
There's a fire between us
I can't get off the carousel
I can't get off the carousel
I can't get off the carousel
I can't get off this world
The sickening taste
Homophobic jokes
Images of fascist votes
Beam me up 'cause I can't breathe
Spaceman I've always wanted you to go
Into space, man
I can't get up, I can't get up
I can't get up, I can't get up
I can't get up, I can't get up
I can't get up, I can't get up
It's time to terminate the great wide world
Morbid fascinations television takes control
Decimation different races fall
Electronic information tampers with your soul
There's a fire between us
So where is your God?
There's a fire between us
I can't get off the caruosel
I can't get off the carousel
I can't get off the carousel
I can't fall off this world
The sickening taste
Homophobic jokes
Images of fascist votes
Beam me up 'cause I can't breathe
Spaceman I always wanted you to go
Into space man
Spaceman I always wanted you to go
Into space man
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| dont ask |
[27 Mar 2004|11:35pm] |
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EM EYE SEE....KAY EE WHY....EM OH YOU ES EE! (Mickey Mouse for all you dumb people)
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